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2006-05-14T03:59:00.000-04:00

german tv drives me mad.i'm not going to use this blogspot much ever again.my new one will be heremmmmm....i miss my erotic berry.

2005-09-02T11:11:00.000-04:00

so, i can now add two more states to my states visited list. only 20 more to go! why is it taking so long?Vermont was absolutely amazing. the country is beautiful. i figured i'd see some barns and red barns i saw. everybody that i met was very polite. also, every night consisted of a lot of alcohol. A lot of alcohol. thursday eric, conor, ellie and i went to hanover and ended up going to

2005-08-01T00:52:00.000-04:00

this was a very long and strange week.last friday, july 22....i decided i was going to sleep early....and then i got a phone call about 3 a.m. from roman(ooh, i told him i was awake and cleaning to cover the fact that i was sleeping, early at home).....it was a short conversation in which he told me to listen to a song, jesus was an only child off of lonesome crowded west, explained to me that he

2005-03-28T16:37:00.000-05:00

the bad news kid, deletes my memory....but it was a holy day for some. and maybe some sense will still kick in. little moments make all the difference. yesterday i'd have said 'have a happy easter', but would i really mean it?

2005-03-21T20:31:00.000-05:00

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2005-03-10T14:21:00.000-05:00

bright eyeswhat saddle-creek band are youbrought to you by Quizillaah....i needed to update this. nothing new. nothing. nothing.i've quit a vice of mine. i feel better. (greed can live)

2004-12-12T22:56:00.000-05:00

i care. i believe in you. what else?

2004-03-28T16:04:00.000-05:00

so these are the american states i've been to: create your own personalized map of the USA or write about it on the open travel guide here are the places in europe i've been to: create your personalized map of europe or write about it on the open travel guide and canada!: create your own personalized map of Canada or write about it on the open travel guide i need to go and make another

2004-03-16T17:04:00.000-05:00

if only

2004-02-28T23:00:00.000-05:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! fuck that. drinkin drinkin drinkin coca coca coca-cola.... where did the time really go? down the well. that wishing well. i must have spent at least a hundred dollars wishing that you'd come back. bahhh!

2004-02-09T11:13:00.000-05:00

my aunt colleen passed away on saturday, the 7th, february, 2004.i call too much. i really do. i don't want to be that girl again. it's weird.

2004-01-19T21:41:00.000-05:00

blah i have an assigment for my writing II class...so i'm doing this instead. what am i working towards? i'm just stuck in limbo. i want to talk about and see it all. dark eyes::my genius, my teacher::he taught me of life, love and the cruel world::he was beautiful::my hope::natas hope, he took that away. ::but i'll find it::

2004-01-14T18:34:00.000-05:00

I will never be happy. I am just a miserable, selfish girl. i blame it on ______ . i blame everything on other people. fuck. both this past sunday and monday i had the opportunity to enhance thought. so afterwards i am lying in bed on each night and i kept thinking about how insignificant my life is to the whole scheme of things. the only thing i really want to be happy is a place to sleep

2003-12-13T02:48:00.000-05:00

hmmm. well, christmas break has begun. i'm home for awhile now. I get to do my scheduling for sru on monday. I MISS JEN AND STACIE. They really are two exceptional friends. I'm going to look into transfering back to WCU for next fall. i just can't make up my mind. we'll see how things go this time 'round i suppose.

2003-10-05T22:24:00.000-04:00

i'm going home in less than a week. i miss everyone too much. this whole college thing, well it's fine...but being so far away from everything that is familiar is so hard. yeah, i know it's a part of growing up and i'm not necessarily trying to prolong growing up i just feel that if i can get a degree, get a college education where i do happen to feel more comfortable i will ultimately end up

2003-09-29T09:15:00.000-04:00

I just don't know what it is i should be doing. I sit here and i write, think, create and it turns into nothing. But i have the Hope of Natas. And one day, through all that will without a doubt happen, the natas will come alive. Oh well, i'm going to listen to some Godspeed you Black emperor. That usually livens up the morning.